Monday, May 28, 2012

Who are you?

Small actions, like my sharing in a blog when I know anyone can find me and thus I am exposed, is a baby step to re-claiming who I authentically am.  Our fragile world is so in need of each of us doing so.  Who authentically are you?  You are divine, not broken and as unique as a fingerprint or snowflake.  In our magnanimous diversity is our strength.  Our focused intention of being the love we naturally are is a monumental contribution to abundance for all. You are part of all.  I was pondering today my time in the 80's nearly getting kicked out of an economics class because I just could not buy into the entire premise of scarcity or that people always act in their own self interest or that no other costs but supply and demand mattered.  This was not so anywhere in nature and man is a part of nature so why the artificial cannon?  Our systems are set up as if economics were the only truth to the point where we now think we believe it is, always has been and will forever be a fact.  Then a friend suggested I just give the professor what they wanted to satisfy their narrow thinking and get an 'A".  It was like eating uncooked grasshoppers but I did what was suggested.  I compromised.  I restricted my intuition and knowing.  I bowed to the powers that be because, like economics, it's the way its always has been, is and will be so if I wanted ever to get through school and make more money for my family (also an untruth) I would need to pretend or be exposed and punished with an 'F'.

When I was very young, about second grade, I had a clear vision of our collective future.  Maybe this vision emerged because I was demoralized in class by Mrs. Brown who locked 'bad' readers up in a wire cage in the back of the room or some other traumatic experiences so I tended to dream my way to feeling better rather than accepting others judgements... but the vision was clear.  'As a people we create a world of dynamic beauty and health where lack and war is a nearly incomprehensible fact of our collective past.'  That's a big bite for an 8 year old to grasp yet I have held onto this knowing my whole life.  It helps guide my actions, keeps me hopeful but mostly, it is my truth.  It is your truth, your integrity, feelings, intentions  and choices that direct your life.  Not anything else.  I know its difficult to comprehend how economics are not, all by itself, directing your life and therefor the main issue to blame.  I understand how the systems based on economic non truth have leached into every aspect of existence so much so that we have lost our divinity.  Today, all over the world people are demanding a Just society but even more so, the many are re-creating their authentic selves and taking actions that are based on sufficiency, taking action for the greater good of the whole and understanding the connections to everything in life to everything else.  This is the pioneer baby step into the vision of one tiny child.  A baby step into our birthright to co-create an amazing world.

You are blessed,  Pegz

2 comments:

  1. very insightful.. and perhaps its never too late for some of us to make a difference , even if just a step at a time! glad you have stayed in touch with your innermost passions ... and thus living your truth!

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  2. Jeffrey...so wonderful to hear from you. Facebook tells me you are bringing spirit to all through your music mixes but mostly its the upbeat gift of you. Hope you are dancing too. And now onto garden and landscape therapy. Here the divine devic kingdom and earth dwelling bugs keep me connected, at peace and in shape. Saw my first baby meadow lark today. Sun in flight.

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